Friday, September 21, 2007

sadness...

well, i think i take away the previous post better...

hmmm... this is already the 2nd week le,

and already so many things which makes my mood bad.

and 1 of it is, my dog has already been send away.

i've nv tot that that day morning when i gave him food

is the last day i saw him. i guess is mon or tues when he left.

when my mother told me that she gonna send the dog away,

i still tot that the dog haven left, but soon.

BUT, the dog already left.

wonder how is he doing now... really wonders...

although i did not cried or wadever,

u may think that i'm cold blooded,

but wad u expect me to do? cry?

smile would be even better bahz...

but no 1 will understand wads my feelings,

he been with me when i'm sad,

sleep together with me sometime,

although he is juz a dog,

but i believed that he understand...

haiz... i really hopes that i won't drop to NA next year...

its scary... and i've been worried abt it every sec,

every min, every hr, every day...

alright i dun wish to share other reasons which makes me sad...

i guess even if i said it, is also meaningless...

ppl will only think for themselves, but not for others...

why is human so selfish?? did they spare a thought?

i really donno...

difting apart...

although to bid goodbye is the least thing that i wan to do,

but 1 day there is still a need to say this 7 sad letter...

this heart of mine was broken at 20:48
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