Tuesday, September 08, 2009
Story of life.
I came across someone's facebook and I saw this comment. "Life will then be able to move on when able to forgive." When ppl back stab you, badmouth you, hates you, misread you, treat it as a part and parcel of life, learn from it, letting it be a journey that you have to go through and move on. Life will only be able to move on if able to forgive and forget all this unhappiness.
People might misread you or vice versa, wad to do? just keep it inside you, forget about it and move on. People might not understand your thinking or vice versa, sometimes, things just left unsaid and let it be a past tense.
People may think WTH have they done to deserve this? But does they wonder wad really happened? Wad causes all these to happen? Yes I may be abit petty, ok not really abit, more than abit, but that's me.
Ever wonder what if 1 day, you keep doing smth which you hates, and no 1 help you, how would u react? how would u feel? Urge of crying at that point of time. But does they really know? No, I dun think so.
Maybe I'm angry with the wrong person, but just can't help it. Totally pissed off till unable to think who is the correct person to be angry with. Leave me alone and dun talk to me is the best solution I can think of. But, most of the time when I dun carry a smile doesn't mean I'm angry, just being expressionless.
Yes, stubborn and short tempered is the word to describe me. Especially these few days, but well, I'm not having PMS.
They are they and me is me. I can't change them and they can't change me. Forgive, forget, let it be a past tense and the story of my life is waiting for me to continue.
Maybe that's why I also don't believe there is such thing known as best friend. Does he/she really able to understand you? Will I be able to tell the person everything? Share my thinking, my unhappiness, my happiness with the person. Can I really do it? Will I really be able to say it out when I'm angry with that person? No, I doubt so. Mdm Agnes said 1 best friend is enough, but, I dun believe in that. I built up my own walls, protect myself in it to prevent getting hurt. Neither believing in others, nor letting others know too much of my secrets. Maybe when come to this, my heart was just like my hand, COLD.
Yes, I know this kind of thinking is wrong. But my walls was already built up since few years ago. Without realizing, now, I dun even understand myself anymore. The older I've grown, more kinds of thinking comes into my mind. How nice would it be if my life is simple and peaceful. But that seems impossible.
I think I've wrote too much. I shall end here.
Full stop.
People might misread you or vice versa, wad to do? just keep it inside you, forget about it and move on. People might not understand your thinking or vice versa, sometimes, things just left unsaid and let it be a past tense.
People may think WTH have they done to deserve this? But does they wonder wad really happened? Wad causes all these to happen? Yes I may be abit petty, ok not really abit, more than abit, but that's me.
Ever wonder what if 1 day, you keep doing smth which you hates, and no 1 help you, how would u react? how would u feel? Urge of crying at that point of time. But does they really know? No, I dun think so.
Maybe I'm angry with the wrong person, but just can't help it. Totally pissed off till unable to think who is the correct person to be angry with. Leave me alone and dun talk to me is the best solution I can think of. But, most of the time when I dun carry a smile doesn't mean I'm angry, just being expressionless.
Yes, stubborn and short tempered is the word to describe me. Especially these few days, but well, I'm not having PMS.
They are they and me is me. I can't change them and they can't change me. Forgive, forget, let it be a past tense and the story of my life is waiting for me to continue.
Maybe that's why I also don't believe there is such thing known as best friend. Does he/she really able to understand you? Will I be able to tell the person everything? Share my thinking, my unhappiness, my happiness with the person. Can I really do it? Will I really be able to say it out when I'm angry with that person? No, I doubt so. Mdm Agnes said 1 best friend is enough, but, I dun believe in that. I built up my own walls, protect myself in it to prevent getting hurt. Neither believing in others, nor letting others know too much of my secrets. Maybe when come to this, my heart was just like my hand, COLD.
Yes, I know this kind of thinking is wrong. But my walls was already built up since few years ago. Without realizing, now, I dun even understand myself anymore. The older I've grown, more kinds of thinking comes into my mind. How nice would it be if my life is simple and peaceful. But that seems impossible.
I think I've wrote too much. I shall end here.
Full stop.
this heart of mine was broken at 01:24
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